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♥ i miss him..

Monday, July 31, 2006

went 2 skol as usual 2dae.. met van b4 goin skol.. haha.. n i pon physics class 2dae!! coz tt tupid normie la.. neva cum skol when moi physics books r wit him.. coz tt dae moi bag v heavy den i pass moi books 2 brad n him.. hehe.. shoo damn fun la!! =p i youjing n peifen went 2 e 2nd floor toilet n stayed ther 4 e whole period.. 1 solid hr of photo-takin! haha.. we was lik mad la.. jump here jump ther.. posed all kinds of diff style.. act hiphop ahlian n innocent.. hahahaha.. reali joke la.. bt it ish damn damn damn fun!! =p
n it was recess rite after tt.. hu noes others wil b held bac hw long.. as long as we r havin our recess!! haha.. n brad was lik shoo funni la.. he bought moi a mirror which ish hot=pink!! cool.. look shoo... dunno hw 2 sae.. =p coz he make spoil mine wad.. no la.. actuali oso nt he make spoil de.. its an accident.. wel.. since ya buy le jiu nvm le lor.. THANX!! =p
oh ya.. n english lessons r alwaez fun.. alwaez bickerin wit mr.phua.. haha.. 2dae made moi remind of moi primary skol times.. coz yeechi was lik scold CAT POO.. den mr.phua was lik omg.. shoo childish la.. he said tt it was lik primary skol kids scoldin NANAPOK KUKUBIRD PANGSAI.. den every1 was laughin lik hell la.. rite.. he ish another joker man.. =p ipw was lik sian sian sian.. i n fenn went 2 e canteen slack awhile le den go.. den when we reached ther... i took pics wit moi juniors n sat ther lookin at dem run here run dere onli lor.. lik us when we were in our sec 1 n 2 too.. =p
after skol went 4 library duty.. i went ther damn late n i went down 2 e canteen after reportin.. den bout 2.45 den go up again.. was lik shoo damn slack la.. e whole hr playin games wit gwen n juniors.. n MRS>ONG!! she was shoo fun la.. =p we played scrabble n cluedo.. fun!! =p
nth much le.. erm.. actuali still gt alot of thin la.. bt no nid sae all in details la.. of nt cn sae til at nite wor..
i miss him!! sometimes wil wake up feelin shoo empty deep down in moi heart.. mayb tis ish when tt i reali find out hw important he ish 2 moi.. bt..

♥ The Lake House

Sunday, July 30, 2006

went 2 watch The Lake House at cine wit weikiat brad normie jiewei ming n moi cousie 2dae.. =p
erm.. e show was quite nice la.. bt ther r some parts tt i dun reali understand.. haha.. e show ish sad in e middle bt it was still a happi endin la.. n e house was reali beautiful.. how i wished it could b mine!! =p anw.. e storyline ish quite amazin la.. =p
after tt went 2 amk 2 rot wit dem.. haha.. went 2 arcade n sit ard tokin.. it was quite fun tokin 2 dem la... cn laugh til moi stomach pain de.. hehe..
kkz la.. nth much le.. moi eyes closin le.. haha..
wa.. SIAN!! 2mr nidda go bac skol again le.. wo bu yao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! coz nth in skol attracts or motivates moi le.. I HATE SKOL!!!!

♥ congrats cousie!! =p

went 2 witness moi cousie's weddin n singin of papers 2dae.. omg!! lik shoo fun la.. coz its a malay n chinese n den e whole ceremon ish a malay style.. shoo special.. a new experiennce 4 moi.. =p e everythin ish still in moi mind.. all e promises of e weddin exchange n stuff.. love ish reali sucha importent n difficult task.. it ish all bout love care n respect.. =p
n i m damn disappointed by him.. he told us he wil b goin bt at last leh?? neva pick up cals.. wads e use of callin all of us in e mornin askin 4 add n all kinda stuff.. u neva even turned up.. do u noe tt every1 ish askin bout ya?? dey called ya n ya neva pick up.. n even press away sher li's call.. wth la.. wad ya wan?!! i still bought ya lighters n mum bought ya a bear bear tt ish those DIY kind.. haf 2 put cotton urself n ther's a motor shirt de.. nvm.. wads e point of saein it nw..
well.. once ish enough le.. everyone alr lik.. we wont cal ya nxt time le.. yaoso wont hear frm us le.. i promise.. =p we wont fan ya le.. go llife ur life.. all e best.. =p
kk.. nt in e mood 2 continue le.. bb guyz..

♥ tuition

Thursday, July 27, 2006

erm.. juz reach hm lor.. 2dae ish juz a normal skol dae.. e english test sux la!! damn diff!! =(
went 2 tp 2 haf lunch wit brad normie greg eugene 2 other guyz ming n ferdi.. quite fun la.. all of dem r jokers la!! =p b4 tt in hall brad dey all found a bird.. it ish shoo damn cute la!! lurve it !! bt ish afraid of it.. dun dare 2 go near it.. haha.. bt took a few pics of it.. u all juz wait n c.. it ish damn cute n nice la!! bt it ish injured.. poor thin.. wonder hu wil bring it hm.. =p
after tt all of us left le.. coz i gt tuition n al e rest of dem haf 2 report bac skol 4 either cca or rehersal.. =( n brad pei moi go wait bus.. shoo swit oh him la!! =p
k la.. moi tuition starts at 6.30 n i m here still bloggin.. gtg le.. bb!!

♥ A POST 4 WING CHIEW!! =p

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

na!! here ish it!! a post 4 ya!! ya cal moi rite long long rite?!! well.. let moi start..
wing chiew ish a fat n ugli guy.. he ish 18 physicalli bt onli 3 psychologicalli.. he cn argue wit u over a small small thin.. he ish childish!! small boi!!
he ish oso a uncarin guy.. n a lousi kor.. he noes nth bt eat.. shoo fat le still wan eat.. n alwaez claims tt he ish FIT!! omg!! ppls take a look of urself at e miror boi!! bt pls b mentalli prepared first.. =p
oh ya!! n he ish a big big LIAR!! n he ish oso a guy tt wil luan luan sae lurve pppl de.. gals.. xiao xin of him man.. !!! =p
lastli.. an advice 2 all of u out ther.. STAY AWAY FRM TIS GUY!! he ish a MONSTER!!
wa.. c la.. ur bad points ish alr shoo much le.. i still haven finish lor.. nxt time den continue.. if nt rite till 2molo dou wont finish de lor.. haha.. =p
let moi carry on wit his good points.. oh shit!! i cant tink of any!! =p k la.. gt 1..
he ish a v chi qing guy 2 e 1 he kan shang lor.. bt alwaez de bu dao hui bao de.. kelian.. i tink oso gt alot of gal gal wan zhui him bt he dun lik.. his eyes r above his head.. hehe.. he ish 1 of those tt follow his feelin de.. bt hor.. an advice frm mei mei frm wad i alwaez c ya doin la.. dun alwaez make sacrifices urself kkz.. it ish ok sometimes bt make sure tt it ish worth it!! =p u noe wad i mean hor.. haha.. kkz la.. onli cn tink of 1..
nth more le.. ru guo xiang dao zai lai continue.. jia you kor!! wo ting ni!! =p oh ya.. n 1 last time.. DANGER!! KEEP AWAY!! haha..

♥ quit?

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

juz finish tuition n here i m bloggin.. after tis i m gonna do moi remainin hw.. =p
tuition session r alwaez dreadful 4 others bt quite enjoyable 4 moi.. he ish more lik a fren den a teacher.. n i feel tt i cn learn better under tis kind of environment.. i dun lik 2 b forced.. =p revised 4 moi physics test comin up 2molo.. i wil try moi best n prove 2 tt song.. u wait n c!! n moi tutor bought moi a box of fererro rocher coz he knew moi bdae juz passed.. n i alwaez argue wit him throughout e whole session.. reali thought of quittin until heard wad he sae.. yeap.. muz tink of moi future.. he believe i cn n i muz prove it 2 every1!! frenz.. i reali wanna study le.. pls understand!! =p
went 2 had moi lunch wit hannie n fennie at thomson area 2dae.. n i m nw havin moi cheesecake.. yummy!! =p bt die le la.. moi hus ish nw full of chocolates candies n cookies which i juz cant finish.. haha.. nvm.. take moi time.. bt i m buyin more n more.. i haf 2 stop!! =p
kkz la.. i gotta go n do moi hw n finish up n cake le.. bb!! =p

♥ dead

Monday, July 24, 2006

pon skol again 2dae.. felt reali restless.. haf 3 test in 1 dae n i had a headache.. dunno y.. sometimes reali haf e urge 2 quit skol.. ya c.. haiz.. nvm..
went 2 yishun 2 make moi fone again.. it still restart on its own whenever i listen 2 songs.. n worst still.. moi memory card ish corrupted.. wth la!! all moi songs n pics r gone!! =( tis wed goin causeway point 2 repair it again.. damn tupid la.. i juz gt it bac after upgradin man.. n e guy at e hp shop ish funni..
i dun reali noe him bt whenever he cal moi he wil cal moi ah lian den continue bout e fone prob.. 2dae beri funni.. he cal n i neva ans.. after tt i miss cal bac den accidentalli hang up.. he called bacn said tt i reali beri ah lian.. kup his fone.. haha.. den when i walk pass e shop again he was ther.. he called moi ah lian den i sae hu ya callin.. den started arguin.. den i said tt if tis time repair still cannot den he muz gif moi a brand new 1.. den he replied n sae na na na.. he gif him 2 moi la.. den i was lik.. ewww.. hu wan u.. haha.. tink he ish in his 20s ba.. muahahaha..
k la.. nth much le.. i go study le..

♥ HAPPI BTRTHDAE 2 MOI!!

Sunday, July 23, 2006

erm.. reali quite enjoyed moiself tis 2 daes la.. bt i m nt sure if it ish reali frm e bottom of moi heart.. nvm.. anw.. thanx guyz!! 4 celebratin moi bdae wit moi.. =p
21.07.06: went 2 skol as usual.. after skol went 2 j8 wit normie brad casse n ming.. dey ate n we took some neoprints.. neos session r alwaez fun!! =p lurve dem lots!! haha.. after tt went 2 woodlands 2 mit mum n sis 2 shop!! i bought moiself 2 bottom.. i faded jeans which i went 2 taper it n another ish a 3 quarters which ish those ragged ragged type.. lik both of it!! =) went hm 2 change after tt n went 2 sembawang 2 mit moi cousins n all 2 cele moi bdae.. we ate ther n went 2 pub.. we sang ther n it was fun!! =p i onli reached hm bout 4 plus in e mornin!! shoo tired la!! still haf 2 wake up damn earli e nxt dae.. onli cn slp 4 bout 5 hrs.. =p
22.07.06: MOI BIRTHDAE!! woke up earli in e mornin n met fenn at amk.. i styled moi hair.. erm.. it ish lik permed n all tied 2 1 side.. erm.. some sae nice n some sae funni la.. nvm.. went 2 suntec 2 mit e others after tt.. we was damn late!! sori guyz!! =p we ate n went 2 arcade.. after tt went 2 marina square 4 seoul garden.. it was nt a real success bt it was fun though.. =p reali thanx 4 cumin guyz!! fenn ting yy gwen casse shann kuangyu jianyi jaryl jiewei wilson kahhwa brad normie weikiat.. =p went 2 look 4 moi mum bro sis n her boifren n moi cousie after tt at a pub ard thomson wit jaryl jiewei shann brad n weikiat.. it was fun la!! first time wit moi frenz in pub.. =p although somethin happened bt reali thanx guyz 4 ur understandin la.. n 4 all ur consollin.. haha.. we drank quite alot i tink.. omg!! somethin funni.. after i cut e cake moi mum made everyone kiss moi on moi cheeks.. i was lik HUH?!! shoo mani of dem la!! n shoo mani guyz!! dunno wil haf pimples on moi face anot.. haha.. n moi sister's bf was scary.. he was e last 1 n he use his hand 2 clean moi face first b4 he kiss moi.. he was lik hold moi face shoo tite n den kiss shoo.. every1 was laughin away la.. i kept eee eee eee la.. =p n those ppl tt i dunno ther oso kiss moi.. tt auntie.. haha.. joke.. after tt ther was a guy at e other table called moi 2 sing wit him.. shoo weird la.. after singin den he n his fren left after wishin moi happi bdae le.. n a shuai ge came in.. reali v shuai.. haha.. =p oh ya.. nearli 4gt.. bl oso came later.. he looks fatter le.. =p went hm after tt coz e pub alr closin n some of dem r alr shoo seh seh le.. still vomit.. haha.. takares kkz?!! =p
well.. reali lurve all of dem tt cele moi bdae wit moi n 2 all tt wished moi too!! =p erm.. juz wake up.. v hungri nw.. goin out eat le.. oh ya.. a promise 2 some ppl.. i m gonna study le!! =p

♥ brainwash..

Thursday, July 20, 2006

yeap.. support moi kkz?!! wish 2 go 4 a brainwash.. n i cn 4gt bout everythin.. no matter happi or sad.. juz everythin cn.. coz even happi tink le oso wil sad.. coz its no longer urs..
i wanna begin a whole new life in moi whole new world.. wit new ppl ard moi n a new memory card in moi brain.. haha.. i wil lead a better life..
mayb i m juz tryin 2 run away frm everythin n reality.. i m juz tryin 2 b strong infront of every1.. i reali dun wish 2 drop ani more tears 4 him le.. reali wish tt tis would b e last time.. bt moi tears juz doesn't listen 2 moi..
u hurt moi deep.. i wil neva b bespise by u.. i wil find moi happiness too.. wad i nid ish a brainwash n i wont b miserable animore..

♥ i m lettin u go boi..

i m lettin u go boi.. dun u eva regret it.. haha.. wad a joke..
went 2 skol as usual 2dae.. zao zhi dao 2dae oso pon lor.. yest pon le.. whole body still beri pain.. tink goin sick le.. fever cumin up le.. =( bt moi bdae cumin le.. tis sat.. oh ya.. 4 those hu r goin.. mit 1 at city hall mrt kkz.. =p
went 2 yishun wit hui shan after skol 2dae 2 get moi fone.. after tt we bought some stuff n went bac 2 skol.. had a nice tok wit her!! =p hang ard in skol awhile n tok 2 ting.. ting.. no matter wad.. i wil alwaez b behind ya de yea?!! jia you!! =p
after tt went 2 tpy wit aik cheng greg brad n normie 4 dinner.. actuali onli i n normie ate la.. =p yeap.. went hm after tt..

♥ izit time??

Monday, July 17, 2006

izit reali time?? izit showin moi somethin?? or izit juz coincidence??
well.. i found e ring in moi bag once again.. e last few mths i was tryin moi best 2 dig out e ring bt it was juz nowher 2 b found.. i thought it was gone 4 sure.. bt hu noes i found it 2dae.. e ring tt once meant shoo much 2 e both of us..
i took off e ring after we broke off.. i left it inside moi bag bt after tt it was no longer seen til 2dae.. ther was a few times tt i turn e whole bag over n even thought of cuttin it up 2 look 4 it bt i juz couldn't find it.. den i gave up.. bt tt dae i was tokin 2 ting bout tis thin n she said tt mayb it ish still nt time yet.. it wil cum bac 2 moi when it ish time.. n e same goes 2 him..
2dae durin el lesson.. i juz happened 2 bring tt bag 2 skol 2dae.. i took out all moi stuff frm e bag n started 2 loook 4 e ring again.. i could nt find it.. after tt fen help moi look 4 it.. she turn e bag over n said she felt somethin.. i was lik.. omg!! when it once again appear b4 moi eyes.. tears begin 2 fall.. dunno y.. wad should i do??

♥ life sucks

went 2 skol as usual 2dea bt i was extremeli tired.. dunno y.. mayb coz last nite stay up too late due 2 some tupid stuff..
earli in e mornin in skol alr gana cal out in public le.. damn ps la.. bt it was a mistake.. i was tokin 2 yanyi happili durin e mornin assembly when i suddenli heard moi name over e mic.. TAN KAI YUN.. haha!! i dunno wad was happenin n stun dere.. shoo ps la.. yuan lai ish coz dunno of wad ipw thin la.. bt at last ish coz dey messed up all those attendance stuff.. shoo ps la.. n i had 2 sit ther lik an idiot!! =p
after skol went 2 town wit gwen mum n sis.. bought our stuff n shop ard.. n oso tok bout some relationship stuff la.. funni rite.. moi mum sis n gwen actuali can comunicate.. n gwen kip saein tt moi mum ish damn open minded.. ya.. i m reali beri xing fu!! =p
well.. tokin 2 him nw.. bout moi bdae.. fenn sae wil help moi plan.. coz i feel tt one plannin owns bdae ish a beri pathetic thin 2 do.. no bf jiu bestfren plan lor.. =p oh ya.. sori fenn.. tt time ur bdae neva pei ya.. ya said ya were sad coz ur bestfren wasn't ther.. sori!! =p nxt yr if ya bdae dun haf bf i plan 4 ya kkz?!! promise!! =p woohoo!! n i lurve yanyi!! we was juz shui kou tokin bout moi dream choc candy hus tt cn stay in it n she said she do it 4 moi!! as moi extra presie.. swit isn't it?!! haha.. bt it ish goin 2 b much more smaller la.. anw.. thanx gal!! =p

♥ I HATE HIM!!

kip saein u still lurve moi when u haf a gf nw?!! wth la..
sae tt gal treat ya hw gud hw gud.. bt e thin i did 4 ya did ya notice it?? juz lik i didn't notice wad ya did 4 moi.. ya felt bad n felt tt i didn't treasure ya.. ya felt tt wad ya did i did nt treasure.. bt wad i did did ya c? its e same thin.. coz we feel tt wad each other do ish alr shoo used 2 it la..
YA WONT UNDERSTAND!!
everythin ish juz moi wrong la.. u r such a flirt nw!! BASTARD!!

♥ lurve hurts..

Sunday, July 16, 2006

went out wit dem 2dae.. it was fun.. actuali wanted 2 blog bout all e fun thins bt nw lik no mood la..
well.. briefli la.. we went 2 town.. bought moiself a top bracelet n a pendant.. a pendant tt haf a puzzzle pattern.. e 7 of us each has 1 wit our name engraved on it.. shooo swit la!! =p we wil all wear it 2 skol 2molo.. hey guyz.. dun b jealous man.. reali lurve dem hell lot la.. we gt crazi 2gether!! =p
i spotted a few thins i like juz now.. goin bac 2 buy dem 2molo wit gwen n mum.. haha.. yeah!!
i dunno y.. its lik everythin reminds moi of him.. i alwaex wanted 2 blog wad i reali feel bt i m afraid of it.. mayb afraid 2 let ppl noe hw i reali feel deep down in moi heart.. sometimes i regretted lettin go.. even if we get bac i oso wont b sure if it ish coz i still lurve him or izit bu fu qi.. bt everythin reminds moi of him.. juz lik 2dae.. saw tis couple ring n.. dunno y.. sunset juz make moi feel sad n happi at e same time.. whenever i m feelin down i wil feel lik goin 2 e beach.. watchin moi sunset n sunrise.. eat chocolate n tang yuan.. weird moi.. i reali dunno hw.. lots of thins i wanna sae n do bt do nt haf e courage 2.. hu cn i rely on?? moi bestfren ish lik.. doesn't care n understand moi.. she.. nvm..

♥ pirates of e carribbean..

Saturday, July 15, 2006

woke up damn earli 2dae 2 attend e wad tupid seminar in skol la.. met van fen casse n mz 4 breakfast at prata first.. i was late n i took a cab ther.. omg!! e cabbie fare was damn ex la.. i tink i wil cut down on moi cabbin.. haha.. well.. e tok wasn't too bad la.. e SIM thingy ish attractive.. juz 3 yrs n i wil gt a degree.. somemore frm UNIVERSITY OF LONDON!! oh well.. it sounds shoo diff rite.. i mean lik when ya sae tt u haf a degree frm UOL n when ya sae ya haf a d. frm NUS.. =p
after tt went 2 watch movie wit jian yi jie wei jaryl yanyi casse ming zhen.. b4 tt.. i n yy went 2 mz hus 2 pei her change first.. after tt we went 2 yishun.. yy went hm 2 change n i went 2 moi grandma's hus 2 change.. i wore moi sis clothes.. oh.. its lik shoo off la.. after tt.. we went 2 change moi fone.. wth.. i juz bought moi 6280 4 less den a mth n ther's prob alr.. haf 2 send it in 4 upgradin. tink wil nidda wait 4 1 week lor.. i m nw usin a lousi fone la.. e shop owner lend moi de.. =p
ermm.. pirates of e.. blah blah.. dunno hw 2 spell la.. erm.. its quite nice la.. bt abit disgustin la.. when e monster cum out den i wil lik pinch jaryl.. omg.. wad a pitiful kor.. haha..
after e movie it was alr bout 10plus.. we went 2 look 4 brady n headed hm.. i m shooooooo tired!! gonna slp le.. 2mmr still haf 2 wake up earli 2 mit moi 6 lovelies.. 4 wad?? 2 cele wen ting yy n moi bdae!! woohoo!! =p ANNOUNCEMENT: MOI BDAE ISH ON E 22nd OF JULY!! NXT SAT!! =p errrhemm.. tink ya guyz wil noe wad i mean le rite.. ding!! =p

♥ finalli bac!! tupid com!!

Friday, July 14, 2006

woohoo!! i m finalli bac!! moi com has recovered!! =p =p =p..
well.. hw long has it been since i last blog ar? i oso dunno.. aiyoyo.. dunno wanna start frm wher lor.. bt quite alot of thin happen durin tis period la.. nt leadin a real gud life.. relationship frenz famili.. haiz.. total failure.. cn i change everythin n start all over anew?? if i ever haf e chance.. i wil grab tite to everythin n everyone bside moi.. bt wil i ever haf e chance?? impossible la..
went town wit fen han tinh yan 2dae 2 get moi presie n stuff.. well.. quite fun.. i enjoy shoppin wit yan yi!! haha..
haiz.. nt in e mood 2 blog le la.. i feel tt i m shoo.. i m lik treatin all of dem ard moi damn badli la.. hey guy.. trust moi.. i wil change.. gif moi some time.. i nidda decide on e rite thin 2 do.. dun wanna haf ani regrets le.. WO YAO WANG LE TA!!