im sori.. juz dropped e bottle u gave me.. e car bottle wit hearts n stuff inside.. e bottle i love most.. i rmb.. u gave me on our anniversary.. it was nt long after we watch e movie herbie.. den u bought tis bottle of e herbie shape n fold hearts n put glow in e dark stars inside..
its all along on my stduy table.. evry nite when i goin slp n off e light.. i wil c tis glowin..
den juz nw push somethin den acidentally hit tis.. den it fell onto e floor n broke.. i pick i up n cut myself.. lik so dramatic huh..
but sori.. nt even i dui bu qi ni.. jiu lian ni gei wo de li wu wo ye mei you gu hao.. sori.. reali..
wa.. neva blog 4 bout a week.. dun reali rmb wad happened 4 e past week le.. hah..
well.. i try my best.. =p
tues & wed: bf as usual. den skol.. 4gt which dae it was.. after bf walk 2 skol.. reached skol slack in atrium 4 awhile since we r alr late.. den suddenli thought of ponnin skol. so we ran out of skol n went fen hus take mahjong den went 2 ming hus play.. hah.. played all e wae.. indian poker.. fun!! n 1 of e dae went 2 fountain.. den dun rmb le.. =p
thurs: bf as usual.. last time alr.. hah.. =( den went skol.. we 10 o clock jiu dismis le.. wait 4 e others.. den went fen hus take her stuff coz she goin stayover at my place..!! =p den brought yan yan out.. went 2 central den.. yan yan was e centre of attraction.. all e guys tryin 2 carry her n stuff.. hah.. bt she onli let me n fen carry k.. den i carry til my hand numb.. =0 ate n slacked at kfc.. played poker den ppl cpmplain den we left.. all went hm seperately coz mitin up in e nite..
reached hm wit fen.. prepared.. den met greg bird jw qy khai at amk den go cmampion.. pooled.. after tt most left.. left wit me fen greg bird.. went 2 skol look 4 amir coz dey havin camp.. he climbed out den we went fountain.. slacked ther til1am lik tt den came hm wit fen while e guyz went bac 2 skol.. =p
fri: woke up.. both of us prepared den met sh at hawker.. wit bro too.. ate den went sbc to support jw.. which was oso at my hus here.. met ming yz n birs ther.. e match was great.. jw's team won.. onli regret was tt i din get e chance 2 draw on jw!!! =( my so called 'lucky charm' hah!! which was drawin jiayou n stuff on his hand.. big big one.. haha.. drew twice alr.. bt tt dae din get 2 draw.. he reached too late.. my purpose 2 b ther is ruin.. hah.. bt nvm.. they still won..
after tt went tpy wit sh yz n bird.. ate den went hm.. lik waste my tim huh.. frm hus here go ther.. eat den cum bac.. hah..
sat: woke up.. met famili at bugis.. shopped.. gt myself 4 tops n 1 bottom... lurve it!! =p den went 2 e usual pub.. den 2 yishun n hm.
2dae: woke up.. fen came over 2 my hus 2 study.. i did onli 1 maths pp.. =p bt better den nth la.. if we were both alone.. we wil do nth.. hah.. =p den tok tok had dinner n she went hm..
k la.. i goona study somemore alr.. bb guyz.. <3s
quite long nv blog.. coz v sian!! =p
well.. last few daes was sian.. coz go skol everydae.. but thins was better coz of e bf session every mornin wit e usuals. hah.. last week whole week mac... nw c mac oso gt phobia sia.. hah..
yest went out wit bl.. date? hah.. so swit of u.. thanx 4 e surprise cake n choc..n mushrom pot!! =p thanx 4 everythin k.. <3s =p
2dae after skol went ate den cut hair n came hm 4 tuition.. damn arghhhhh!! my hair is so screwed up.. 2ml anyone comments on it i wont hesitate 2 gif e person 1 tite slap!!
hah.. gtg. nites all
skol was sian as usual..
my classmates gave me stress.. hah.. bt it might b gud.. coz i found out tt everyone had been study throughout e holidaes when i m lik playin everydae.. den teacher was lik sayin.. ur fate lik depends on o lvl n it starts nw kinda stuff. den dey was lik ya nicole.. i noe ur meant well.. k.. i'll jiayou.. c.. im bac hm earli 2 study k.. hah..
after skol as usual.. waited 4 everyone 2 came down.. den went 2 amk.. we 4gt bout xq.. =p all along was lik quarrelin wit tt stupid amir.. we all agrees tt his mouth is lik rotten.. hah.. but yest he said somethin.. den all of us was lik awwww.. so swit.. hah.. he said somethin lik.. we are a family n a family eats 2gether.. =p
but he lame oso la.. hah!! alwaez whack him den he lik kana abuse by us.. =) but serve him rite 4 his rotten mouth.. hah..
den we( ming sh fen nor bird qy amir) went foodcourt eat cock. hah.. den i was drinkin water.. den amir said some dumb stuff i tink.. den i alr lik gonna spit out e water.. den he kept patin my bac hard.. hah.. he purposeli 1 la.. everyone knew i wil spit out 4 real bt he continued.. stupid.. den i spit out those disgustin water.. ew. hah.. den left soon n came hm wit sh n bird..
well gal.. i feel happi 4 u la!! =p hui dao guo qu =p=p=p
k.. im gonna study abit. bb guyz!! =) <3s
tues: woke up.. met xueqian qiyi bird sh n ming at amk late.. was late 4 lik an hr!! hah.. ps guyz. after eatin went xq's place.. supposed 2 stduy.. bt in e end end up playin mahjong n planin 4 chalet.. hah.. after tt went 2 hub wit sh.. ate.. walked ard.. den tok 2 tis 2 shoptenders.. hah.. dey v nhice. gonna go bac look 4 dem e nxt time! =p den we bought tis cute kechain 4 e 5 of us.. me ming sh nor n bird.. nice!! =p
wed: woke up damn earli.. den met ming at orchard.. go watch bird's team match.. gt xq haziq surizan n qiyi n zp's cute cousie.. haha.. den gt other suporters.. khai weiquan jason sh n nor.. bought drinks 4 dem.. lik maid lik tt.. hah.. den watched their match.. v scared 4 dem.. 1st match gt 1 stupid guy hit zp's chest.. den xq oso fell.. knee bleedin lik hell.. wth la.. nid so rough meh.. den 2nd match bird go push tt guy.. we all lik nice nice nice.. hah.. after tt went shoppin!! we gals shoppin.. e guyz look so lost.. hah.. i spent over a hundred dollars.. gt myself 2 tops frm topshop 1 from cine n 1 slipper.. love!! =p den all left.. left wit me sh ming bird n nor.. den wk came.. walk walk.. had dinner.. den went j8.. den went hm.. =p
thurs: woke up den met sh n zp wit bro.. went 2 support khai's team's match.. jason weiquan khai n 3 other guyz playin.. dey performed rather well.. =p alot others were ther too.. den shoped 4 tt auntie present.. den gotta rush off 2 e celebration.. missed e last match.. sianz.. =(
ate at tt restaurant den went pub den hm.. here m i bloggin.. its gonna 2am alr..
did mucha tinkin.. wad should i do.. im full of shit once again.. relationship n family stuff.. shit man..
i dote on u.. bt i dun show it.. y muz u smoke.. u noe its e least she wanna c.. n wad if she was 2 noe.. wad wil happen? wil u bear e consequences?? wad should i do? i cant tel her.. or everythin wil b gone.. n i cant let tis go on.. u'l get worst n ill feel guilty.. argh!! i sae stop it.. u sae ok.. butu tink i dumb?? hah!!!!
im sorrrrrrrryyyyyy 2 u.. 4 wad i done.. n 4 hurtin u.. i noe. im all along tellin u its nt tt i dun haf feelins 4 u anymore.. juz tt i dun wan 2gether nw.. coz i wan freedom n everythin.. i dun wan alwaez quarrel all those.. if we bac 2gether nw.. we wil still end up in e e same wae.. i dunwan it.. bt i oso cant b so selfish as 2 cal u hold on.. u wil feel v bad.. i dun wanna b so selfish. although i reali dun wish 2 let u go.. before tokin 2 u yest.. i wil feel tt u quite fan.. lik wont lose u.. bt after yest.. i felt as though i lost somethin.. tis feelin sux.. i noe ill regret 2 lettin sucha nice guy go.. bt nt nw.. arghh.. i dunno la.. i wan u.. bt i cant b selfish.. i dunno wad i typin.. even i dun understand.. neither wil u guys..