tues: woke up.. met xueqian qiyi bird sh n ming at amk late.. was late 4 lik an hr!! hah.. ps guyz. after eatin went xq's place.. supposed 2 stduy.. bt in e end end up playin mahjong n planin 4 chalet.. hah.. after tt went 2 hub wit sh.. ate.. walked ard.. den tok 2 tis 2 shoptenders.. hah.. dey v nhice. gonna go bac look 4 dem e nxt time! =p den we bought tis cute kechain 4 e 5 of us.. me ming sh nor n bird.. nice!! =p
wed: woke up damn earli.. den met ming at orchard.. go watch bird's team match.. gt xq haziq surizan n qiyi n zp's cute cousie.. haha.. den gt other suporters.. khai weiquan jason sh n nor.. bought drinks 4 dem.. lik maid lik tt.. hah.. den watched their match.. v scared 4 dem.. 1st match gt 1 stupid guy hit zp's chest.. den xq oso fell.. knee bleedin lik hell.. wth la.. nid so rough meh.. den 2nd match bird go push tt guy.. we all lik nice nice nice.. hah.. after tt went shoppin!! we gals shoppin.. e guyz look so lost.. hah.. i spent over a hundred dollars.. gt myself 2 tops frm topshop 1 from cine n 1 slipper.. love!! =p den all left.. left wit me sh ming bird n nor.. den wk came.. walk walk.. had dinner.. den went j8.. den went hm.. =p
thurs: woke up den met sh n zp wit bro.. went 2 support khai's team's match.. jason weiquan khai n 3 other guyz playin.. dey performed rather well.. =p alot others were ther too.. den shoped 4 tt auntie present.. den gotta rush off 2 e celebration.. missed e last match.. sianz.. =(
ate at tt restaurant den went pub den hm.. here m i bloggin.. its gonna 2am alr..
did mucha tinkin.. wad should i do.. im full of shit once again.. relationship n family stuff.. shit man..
i dote on u.. bt i dun show it.. y muz u smoke.. u noe its e least she wanna c.. n wad if she was 2 noe.. wad wil happen? wil u bear e consequences?? wad should i do? i cant tel her.. or everythin wil b gone.. n i cant let tis go on.. u'l get worst n ill feel guilty.. argh!! i sae stop it.. u sae ok.. butu tink i dumb?? hah!!!!
im sorrrrrrrryyyyyy 2 u.. 4 wad i done.. n 4 hurtin u.. i noe. im all along tellin u its nt tt i dun haf feelins 4 u anymore.. juz tt i dun wan 2gether nw.. coz i wan freedom n everythin.. i dun wan alwaez quarrel all those.. if we bac 2gether nw.. we wil still end up in e e same wae.. i dunwan it.. bt i oso cant b so selfish as 2 cal u hold on.. u wil feel v bad.. i dun wanna b so selfish. although i reali dun wish 2 let u go.. before tokin 2 u yest.. i wil feel tt u quite fan.. lik wont lose u.. bt after yest.. i felt as though i lost somethin.. tis feelin sux.. i noe ill regret 2 lettin sucha nice guy go.. bt nt nw.. arghh.. i dunno la.. i wan u.. bt i cant b selfish.. i dunno wad i typin.. even i dun understand.. neither wil u guys..