well. not in the best of mood. to the brim alr. this sucks man.

why are friendships so hard to maintain? can anyone tell me? i seriously din expect all of us to end up like tt. everytime we take a step forward, you guys will take one backwards. whats this man. where is the bond we shared last time?? those memories are still so fresh and clear in my mind. what bout urs? forgotten all cleanly bout it? what did we said? to meet up, outings and stuff. but in the end? so lil outings and everytime ur meet up like just for the sake of meeting. we dont need tt!! one followed by another one. peer pressure? i agree with you girl. haiz. i oso dunno what else to sae la. what im feeling now is really beyond words. the rest is really up to you guys la. continue if ure happy la. i always thought no matter how bad my poly life was, i can still fall back on you guys. but it seems like im wrong. absolutely wrong.

why izit always the few of us tts worrying over the friendship tt we share? shared? i think the others dont even bother la or maybe they dont think this is a problem at all! yes. its always because i see relationships between ppl as sth v true and pure and i take it v seriously. i guess im wrong. i should just learn from some ppl and take it as how it is la. then maybe tts when i wont feel the heartaches every now and then la. it really sucks.

sorry girls and some others which i showed attitude to. i know its not your fault but it was just at tt moment la. SORRY. and really thanks for being there and the only ones tt im seriously left with la. loves..=)

im really very sick and tired of all these alr. but cant bear to let go too. those memories..

tt time, tt song...