it's just been boring school and work for the past week or so. dont't really wish to go into details la. nth great anw. i dunno, i just feel super cranky and sucky right now.

do i really have true and good friends? who'll be the ones with me when i really need someone? do ppl hate me inside? I REALLY DUNNO! so many question marks in my head now. the most important question is where is he right now? is he safe? what's gonna happen and when will he be back? so many questions but no answers at all. WHAT THE FUCK! i dont care anymore! wanna scold an entire string of vulgarities now! and fuck myself for having such dad!

family is still the best. most true? HOPEFULLY.

IMISSYOU!